21st June, 2026

I feel exhausted these days. I have to say, the current heatwave (almost 40°C where I live) is not helping. My mind feels blurry, fogged. Not that it's new, honestly it feels like it's been years but still. It robs me of the opportunity of processing my transition properly, it really sucks to have to kind of put your transition on standby because you're too tired to process it...

Thankfully, I am surrounded by wonderful and supportive friends ! I feel blessed to have them by my side. I am yet to come out to all my friends but I do it one step at a time, as I know sometimes you get surprised by people, whether it is positively or negatively.

Transgender flag coloured Sonic sticker

A magnificent transgender flag coloured Sonic sticker, yay !

I have to buy clothes next week for a wedding that will take place in early July, it's stressing me (partly because I am an anxious bitch, probably doubled with ASD and tripled with ADHD, just for good measure) and on top of that, I never really liked formal attire for men. They're... meh. And I really don't see myself in it. But... yeah... as much as I would love to, I don't see myself coming in a dress.

It really sucks, but it's okay.